Friday, April 22, 2011
♥; Fear & Sadness
I would like to say thank you and my utmost gratitude to my relatives, colleagues, especially my girlfriends and loved ones for visiting my dad at the hospital the previous days. Currently, he is okay.
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On a side note.
Fear.
What is fear?
My mind is full of things.
Terrible things.
Scared.
Terrified.
Worried.
I constantly worry.
I cry.
Tears.
I'm truly scared.
I'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared.
I'm the eldest child for goodness sake.
I can't afford to lose loved ones in my life anymore.
I'm just not strong enough.
Just not strong enough for all these.
Please :(
Take away all this sorrow and pain..
For i am really weak..
And i am in constant need of attention :(
I feel neglected and invisible..
;(
I end this post with these three words..
I love you.