I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make you sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
*
I woke up late today.
I received an sms from one of my gfs; it made me cry.
And then, i thought about things again.

August has arrived.
Who ever knew that this favourite month of mine would kick off to a gloomy start?
After going through my thinking process, i had to do something.
I couldn't leave things just like that.
It couldn't stay that way forever.
It just wasn't possible to live life like that.
And so, i made my decision.
8 months.
It has been 8 months.
After so long..
I finally did it.
*
*
I know i'm unhappy with myself now.
I've been feeling unhappy for awhile.
I'm not myself anymore.
Exactly 4 more weeks to my 22nd birthday.
Should i look forward to 29th August?
A question i keep asking myself.
Dear Heart, what happened to u?
U need time to heal.

And so, i leave this blogpost with this quote,
Where is the "good" in goodbye?

Until then,
with all my love, hugs & chocolate kisses,
id.