Oh yeah, i've finished reading this..

and this..

and this.
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When i feel down, i cry, i bury my head under my pillow/blanket, i listen to music, i stare at my phone, i stare at pictures in my laptop, i look at letters/pictures in my wardrobe, i look at the ring, i play games, i blog, i multiply, i watch home movies, i look at clouds, and i dance.
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To you: Yes my gf, you were across the borders. when you're ready to share, do tell. I'll be your listening ear.
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To you: I know you're having problems now, gf. I don't want the same thing dat happened to me to happen to u. I hope it doesn't happen. I want to see u happy. This makes me feel really down. Reminded of what happened. Not good at all. I hope to hear positive news.
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To you: Yes you, you better know who you are. Telling me to take care of her? Be a man. Don't do this. Don't act rashly. Or you may just REGRET IT. Work it out. Please. I'm one of your friends. This is what i have to say to you, for now.
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And i hate it, i repeat, hate it, when pple ask me about what i wanna do with my life, what job i wanna take on, what i wanna work as,
yadda yadda yadda.
It's my gawddamn life.
QUIT ASKING ALREADY!
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Everyone has complicated issues.. :(
I don't like one bit of it.
Right now, life kinda sucks.
Wait, let me say it again.
Life sucks.
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Dear Allah, pls help. I dunno wad to do. Bring sunshine into my life. I feel helpless. Amin.