I still remember what happened on Wed, 30th Dec. I fell sick. I threw up like 5 times from day til night. It was kinda bad in the afternoon onwards. [eventho earlier on i had dance & i couldn't even manage that, plus i had to go do the nestle forms in which i only did the day after, with Ash right by my side. Thanx gf, i reali appreciate ur help. I promise I'll get ya sumthin. :)]

Anyways, I couldn't shake off that queasy feeling. I felt so helpless that day/night. I didn't even have any appetite to eat. I didn't even eat much, cos each time I did so, I would feel sick all over again. I dunno why I threw up so much that day. It was reali horrible. And to add it on, I had fever. A freaking 38.2. Yes me=fever? Never. Like once in a blue moon. Flu,yes. Fever,no. But I had it that day. I don't ever wanna tremble that way ever again. :( Haiz. So much for being "strong".

Oh yeah, i went out with Rach just now (2nd Jan). We went shopping! Haha. I have to say, i spent quite alot. ROFL. I bought a high-waisted dark blue denim pants & a purple tee from Forever21; a grey anchor oversized top & a super long hot pink tube from New Look, and a black dress with gold buttons from Far East. Hahahaha. I must not spend anymore. *Doosh to myself*

Note to readers: Pls click on my December 2009 post under my Archives or memories or whatever schittss.. to read any of my previous posts if you can't/haven't view them. Thx.

*Note to myself: Should i just give up? It ain't going nowhere. I think I should just give up.......*