This post is for you, love....

You might notice my title: "no more missed calls?" Well, i have to say that missed calls have been a huge part of my life,up to a certain point. To cut straight to the point, I was lying face down on my bed just now, feeling really depressed, & i closed my eyes, mumbling to myself... when suddenly.. i heard a missed call..from my house phone. Yes, I quickly opened my eyes. It was a really short one. I thought..nah..can't be..I must be dreaming. Then I checked my hp & there wasn't anything there. I felt even more sad. Still am now. Checked my house phone but there wasn't anything cos the missed call was too short so can't capture the number. So.. I was kinda hoping that it was you. Either someone really mscal my home, or.... it was just my hallucination or imagination.. :( [we used to get scoldings due to missed calls, but now, how i'm longing to hear one....not just from anyone,but from you.... :( ]

This is supposed to be a happy post.. The pictures which I have not posted..

Some sad/touching quotes & lyrics:

"On some days, i don't want to be me. I just want to be an invisible girl."

"When you lose sleep, i hope it's over me."

"If you and I aren't meant to be, then I don't know anything."

"I know sometimes its gonna rain, but baby can we make up now cause i can't sleep through the pain."

"i've made a big mistake. and now i've got to face the consequences of my actions. but until you're back here in my arms, i'll never have the satisfaction. i know you know that i'm sorry. and i never meant to hurt you. is there anything that i can do? to make it up to you. i'd do anything baby. cause i'm sorry. i never meant to make u cry. i don't want to say goodbye.... and now i've messed it up. i pray to God above that you will never leave me. just take me in your arms and hold me all night long. and tell me you'll never leave me."

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I really miss you, I really do..

till then..

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*i hope, i wish, i yearn*

*i still love you*