It's you. You’re the one I talk about all the time, the one I can’t stop thinking about. The one that can make me laugh when I don’t even want to smile, the one that can make me feel better in 2.2 seconds. It’s you that I’m crazy about.

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Lately, i've been thinking..

Do i mean anything AT ALL to you?

U reel me in, u push me away, u reel me in, u push me away.

So what's up?

Ask ur mind,ask ur heart & ask ur soul.

I am really going kerayzee.

Literally. Seriously.

At times i just feel like pulling my hair out,

or bang my head on the walls.

I'm going nuts. I really am.

I'm so lost.

A close friend recently asked me, "Hi! How r u feeling?"

And i answered, "ermm.. Honestly, I don't know how to answer

that question anymore. :( "

I'm still wondering..

Am i nothing?

People say that "i love you" is an overused phrase.

I reckon we don't say it enough.

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Duke: They didn't agree on much. In fact they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday...

Young Noah: [Allie and Noah are fighting] Don't push me! [Allie pushes Noah anyway]

Duke: ...But in spite their differences, they had one important thing in common, they were crazy about each oher.

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So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday.

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Young Noah: Would you just stay with me?

Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin'

Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a ***** and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.

Young Allie: So what?

Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.

Young Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt. Young Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?

Young Allie: It's not that simple.

Young Noah: What... do... you... want? Whaddaya want?

Young Allie: I have to go now.

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Sometimes.. I feel like lying down on the cold ground just like this..

and not say a word.

Other times.. I just feel like running away.
Far, far, far away..so no one can find me..

or hurt me.

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