Friday, December 18, 2009
♥; If love is the answer, can you re-phrase the question?
Words in blue are quotes, words in black are my own thoughts in my head.
Loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right,
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life.
And sometimes,you think you’re already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing
that they will never be yours again.
For some, they think letting go is one way
of expressing how much they love that person.
In my opinion, some are afraid to see the only one they love,
being held by someone else.
I remember when you said “I love you” the first time.
I know the exact date and time.
I remember what I was doing and what I was wearing.
Your lips never sounded so sure.
Days later you said you wanted me forever.
You said you bought me a ring.
We made so many plans.
I know the exact date and time.
I remember what I was doing and what I was wearing.
Your lips never sounded so sure.
Days later you said you wanted me forever.
You said you bought me a ring.
We made so many plans.
Then you said “goodbye”.
The same love that makes me laugh makes me cry.
I'm still waiting for you to realize you belong with me.
Find the one who makes all of this mess fade away.
I wish you would come back and we could start again.
Love is when everyone tells you that it won’t work between you two, they give you a million reasons why it wouldn’t work, but you give them one why you’re sure it will.
To continue to love somebody when there’s no promise of that love ever thriving, that is romance.
and sometimes it just hits me out of nowhere,
all of a sudden this overwhelming sadness reaches over me.
and i get discouraged, and i get upset,
and i feel hopeless, sad, and hurt,
and once again i become numb to the world.
Because nothing sucks worse than feeling alone,
no matter how many people are around.
Today I caught myself smiling for no reason... then I realized I was thinking about you.
If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me...
Sorry doesn't change anything.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i still love you.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i still miss you.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i still worry about you.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i'm longing for you.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i have dreams of you.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i have nightmares at times.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i still can wake up crying.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i cry myself to sleep.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i feel so pathetic every single day.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i need you.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i want you so bad.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i feel like calling out your name.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i can type out an sms for u but end up cancelling.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i'm yearning for you.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i'm longing to see you/meet you/go out with you.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i go kerayzee just thinking about u every single minute.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that i still have everything you gave me.
Sorry doesn't change the fact that my heart is still broken, and it will always be.
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[To those that I didn't reply to your sms-es/calls/msn offline msges/emails/any form of communication, I'm sorry.]
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